Day 5

Ok so I admit it I skipped yesterday, however I have a good reason. It was the WORST day ever. First I over slept which is not a big deal for most days. Then the car started acting funny and I did not think I would be able to pull out of the parking spot. Then I get to work and somehow I got a flat. No I didn’t realize this until I got to work. How you ask? I have no clue, and to top it off, the rim was completely bent. So here I am twenty miles from home stuck at work, no way for my husband to come get me after he gets off. Because the truck is still not fixed completely, and I am broke with no way to have the car fixed. So I start work, can not afford to be late. So taking my call with a very irate person on the other end, my computer decides to go crazy, and I mean crazy which is stressful enough and to have someone who is impatient and yelling into your ear. So I finally get this person to allow me to put them on hold and I lose it. I start crying in the middle of work. I am pretty sure I was committable at this point. So it did eventually calm down. I was able to temporally fix my computer. I end my call, start trying to figure out what to do with my computer and it decides its going to work. Yup 100% working. So then I get mad and start yelling at my computer which really makes me look committable. But in the end my car is again temporally fixed and for free.


But for today it was really great Nielsen, my husband and I got some good quality time, and I made 300.00 bucks. My puppy is quite possibly the cutest thing on this earth.

Day 3

Well it is day 3 and so far so good. It was long a Monday. I am not very fond of Monday's. However tommorow is a tuesday which significantly better in my book. Not really a hole lot happened today woke up late, went work. Answered phones and had my patience tried. Then I came home and we ate supper.Which we made a pizza. Then we hungout played a game watched alittle T.V. Well since I really need to sleep, I will leave with a simple goodnight! (Not really insiring but I maybe tommorow will be great.)

Day 2

Today we went to church, the sermen was about forgiveness to receive forgiveness. I am sitting in the pew between my good friend and my husband. And I realized I have never really forgiven my husband for the mistakes he has made recently. So I am right now in this moment forgiving him one hundred percent. To forgive is to forget and forgetting is the hardest part. And so this week I will be working towards forgiving everyone I have not completely forgiven. So today I end with alittle piece of our sermen:
Luke 23:43 Jesus answered him, "I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise."
May we all join Him in paradise!

Day 1

Hello. Today I have started my vey first blog. I am still trying to figure out everything. But to intrduce myself my name is Jennifer and the reason I have started this blog is simple I am challenging my self over the next year to be a better christian, wife, and an over all better person. I am going to lose weight become healthy and learn to love myself. I am going to go back to church and become closer to God. I am going be out going and meet new poeple. The bigggest of these changes is I am going to renew the love in my relationship with my husband. We have had some real tests this last year, and becuase of them we lost our connection with each other. So to start on that we are having our first date night, now becuase we a common goal of wanting to pay off our debt and become financially secure. We are staying into night we are going to rent a movie and eat a quiet supper. All in all I hope to find myself at the end if this year. My true self!